it calls to me
says come here and I’ll make you happy
lies
it fills me with a false sense of happiness
fleeting
happy at first, sad later
after a while its all sadness
and tears
always thinking its telling the truth
I am tricked time and time again
alone
alone
no one there
so common
my loneliness travels miles
no one is here
no one is there
I have no one and nothing
alone again
forever
no point in trying
its all useless
alone for eternity
Lost
Stressed out
nerves frayed
time spent
no more time left
I turn to my friend
for help
little help there is
I’m alone
lost
Drugged
feeling drugged
cold medicine courses through my veins
foggy head, cloudy thoughts
can’t concentrate
apathetic
sleepy yet can’t sleep
insomnia
sick.
Lies
I hear your lies
twisted and untrue
never will I believe them
I see them everywhere
Consumed
Underwater
I can’t breathe
water all around me
Drowning
in my own creation
an invisible cage
locked and bolted
I am inside without a key
Done
Done
Finished
Gone
I’m empty in space
Nowhere to go, nowhere to turn
I’m at the end
